New Start?

--03.01.09
I hope this isn't another one of those temporary up moments.
I haven't thought about you excessively in ...9 days?
And that's a new record.
I wonder if this will be a pathway to moving on.
Because if it is, this is the first real sign that it's happening.

It's kind of scary though. And I'm confused as to what is really letting go.
But I hope I am. Because I need this.

And you know what? I think I'm finding myself a bit more again.
I bit more of the old me.

Time will tell.